A New Leaf

Bismillah. I write. I start a blog.

Sometimes it feels like the whole world just turned against us and the only person i've ever lose and wanted back is myself. Yeah I'm lost.

The reason behind all of this because I felt my life a lot miserable lately. I felt lost. My dreams and plans look like unclear. I used to have some big dreams. I wanted to study overseas, be a successful student and earn some money in order to travel the world. Once I realized that it seems not to be as planned. I felt stuck. I guess it's time to turn over a new leaf. This blog is one of a resolution on how I want to find my way back. I feel like to journal. I want track myself through out of my life. I always think that I lost my way in achieving my goals and dreams. Who You're on the past not exactly who you're today. Yes, people change. Through some pains and heartbreaks, people change. So do me. I changed. But, in a good side. I have to leave all the past that already happened. The one that disappoints me. I have to take it as a lesson. Yes, that's not others fault only. Maybe it's mine to. Thus, I have to start again and track all the disappointments that already happened. So it will not repeat again after this. I want to be the best version of myself. No matter how many times life will hit and break me. I need to wake up again. I live once and once is enough. I don't want my older years end up regretting the things that I haven't try during my younger age. I'll make him thank to his younger ages. He is me. I will try to be the best version of myself. Towards a new leaf.